CommitMent

.Today i had to write sum summary thing in dance class about what i though i needed to change. i put down.
1.TECHNIQUE(POINTTOES.TURNS.)
2.WILL TO WORK.

and at the the end i wrote my signiture
toodlesxx.
anyways i running all around the internet all day since 5.00 pm mind you its 9.00 now pm. and i started thinking. im only fourteen but what the fuck am i going to do with my life? do i wanna run away to the uk like neneh cherry and start a punk band? i know for sure i dont wanna dance for the rest of my life. & the only thing im so forsure about is the visual arts. Im Not even sure if i wanna design clothes for the rest of my life which is my best pasttime next to sleeping and eating. i am getting so afraid of leaving home cause somebody always manages to bother me (perverts!) i honestly dont think im too young to start out my career as a singer, but its a matter of commitment. its like evrytime i start i stop. and have a shitlooad of exuses. but now its like shit dosent come out right.

whevr. but now its like isee evryone making moves and im always the one left behind.

im so fucking tired. (litrally)
i need to go now cause ima turn in early today.

tisk tisk.